All of the problems you have, all of the worries, all of the stress, all of the love, all of the feelings. It's all in your head. It's not real, it doesn't exist. Here's what I think.

We have the power to feel the energy around us, to embrace it, to make it a part of us. Now before you start thinking about what I said in your own way. Energy travels and transforms all the time, you know that. Energy transformation is the process of changing energy from one of its forms into another. In physics, energy is a quantity that provides the capacity to perform many actions - some as simple as lifting or warming an object. In addition to being convertible, energy is transferable to a different location or object, but it cannot be created or destroyed.

Energy cannot be created or destroyed. Read it again. It's scientifically proven. I think our human body is a creation of much more than we can fully understand. Our body is just a machine through which flows the energy of life. As strange as it might sound to you, how could it be any other way? I'd be happy to hear any of your well-argumented ideas.

I started reading some literature and I don't know why I had this kind of strange feeling when I started writing this. I thought to myself - people won't understand. People think meditation is what crazy people do. People think chakras are what strange people talk about. You know what, I couldn't care less. Last year I had some experiences that are beyond words. I talked about it in my other blog - Life, you keep my soul thirsty - And that was just one of the experiences. I really started changing, I really started feeling things around me and seeing things in people and myself I was never able to see before.

We basicaly don't have words for feelings like that because that feelings are not produced by our brain. Of course that's just what I think. I could be wrong. But I think we ignore something that's bigger than we could ever imagine. We are bigger than we could ever imagine. You are, too.

It's funny how the more I use my mind to think about everything the more I'm able to see and then work with in my head and the more opened I am to things around me and the more I'm able to understand. It's happening to me lately that I feel myself on a whole different level. It's kind of strange feeling but whenever I think about my feelings of something or about my experience of something, I really start to feel like I exist just in my upper part of the head. Like above my forehead. And sometimes I feel strange tingling and when I get really excited about some idea and I go beyond what I ever thought about, I even get a headache in that area.
And I feel it right now, writing this.

So this is what I found and I think is closest to how I see it - there are supposed to be seven chakras or energy centers located in your body that act as windows to allow your body to breathe spiritually. Fifty years ago, we knew practically nothing about the human energy field. All we basically knew was that the food we ate gave us energy. The more we ate, the more energy we had. And that still is the information most people live with. But come on, you must know there's more to you than that. Don't pretend you don't know how to explain that fire in your chest, that drive in your mind, that hate and love you feel. 

Over the past few decades, information about the human energy system increased. There are numerous books about the human aura, the human energy field, and the chakras. But still, with all this information - how do we know that this energy field exists, especially for the newcomer?

The human energy system, like anything else new to your internal field of awareness, is something to which you must become intuitively sensitized and attuned. Anything that cannot be seen requires faith that it exists. After all, we are talking about the human energy system. The human energy system comprises the core of the invisible presence that expresses our spirituality. The aura (spirit) is the field of energy that gives us life as a sentient being.

There is a lot we see. But there is so much we don't. I think the closest you get to the human soul is looking at someone's eyes. Eyes tell you so much. More than words ever could. It's so strange how sometimes you meet someone's gaze and the world around you disappears. It happened to me before. You kind of lose your sense of time and the space around you. Like when you love someone so much and you just can't help but find home in their eyes.

It's not physical. It's on a whole different level. You need to see this, you'll know exactly what I talk about. It's one of the most powerful things I have ever seen in my life. 

What we see is manifested energy, our physical body. What we don’t see is invisible energy, such as thoughts, feelings, emotions, and all the characteristics that make up your personage. 

We have seven major chakra centers, five of which are located along the spine. Chakra is Sanskrit for "wheels or centers of radiating life force." The wheels are actually a series of vortexes within the body. The energy of our chakras can help us greatly with balancing our stride along the path of self-discovery.

I just want you to get some basic information about chakras:

The first chakra is the root chakra and is located at the base of the spine. This chakra governs our will to live and our life force energy, and is the grounding link between us and the earth. It represents our physical energy, stability, passion, and transmutation. The color of this chakra is red, and its element is earth. It is linked with the reproductive system, lower extremities, legs and feet, testes, large intestine, rectum and prostate.

The second chakra is the sacral chakra and is located a few inches below the navel. This chakra affects our emotions, desire, creativity, sexuality, appetite, patience, endurance, self-confidence, and well-being. The color of this chakra is orange, and its element is water. It is linked with the reproductive system, ovaries, bladder, kidneys, adrenals, and is the center for detoxifying the body.

The third chakra is the solar plexus and is located a few inches above the naval. This chakra represents our personal power, will, purpose and strength, vitality, ambition, and decisions. The color of this chakra is yellow, and its element is fire. It is linked with the digestive system, stomach, gallbladder, liver, spleen, and small intestine.

The fourth chakra is the heart center and is located at the heart in the center of the chest. This chakra governs our ability to love unconditionally and aligns our love with divine love. It affects our sense of harmony, joy, peace, and acceptance. The heart chakra balances the other charkas. Its color is green, and its element is air. The heart chakra is linked to the heart and pulmonary activities, immune system, thymus, and tissue regeneration. It awakens our higher compassion and innate healing abilities.

The fifth chakra is your throat chakra and is located at the base of the throat. This chakra reflects the power of the spoken word, the ability to speak our truth, and communicate clearly and effectively. It represents listening, taking responsibility for our actions, and speaking things into being (assists in manifesting abundance). The color of this chakra is blue, and its element is spirit. It is linked to the throat, thyroid, esophagus, mouth, teeth, and vocal apparatus.

The sixth chakra is the third eye and is located between the eyebrows. This chakra is associated with the pineal gland and stimulates inner sight, clairvoyance, intuition, creative imagination, psychic abilities, and self-realization. Often referred to as the mind’s eye, this visionary center transcends multidimensional realities. Its color is indigo, and it does not have an element. This chakra is linked to the pituitary gland, brain, endocrine system, sinuses, eyes, ears, and face.

The seventh chakra is the crown chakra and located at the top of the head. This chakra reflects our spirituality, higher mind, knowing, our connection to God, and expansion of our consciousness. This chakra is the link to our past lives and the effects those energies have on us in the present. The color of this chakra is violet/white, and it does not have an element. It is linked to the pineal gland and nervous system.

So if you are reading my blogs and listening to my vlogs, you know I started meditating. I had a lot of problems with sleeping and a lot of energy I had no idea how to put direction to. I thought I'm only happy when I'm running around, laughing out loud. I talked about that before, too. Whoa, I guess those of you who follow my blogs, are really getting big pieces of me.

When I meditate, I keep on seeing purple color. And I talked about it with my brother and he told me something about his friend that is experiencing same things that I do. And my life is really changing, I feel like I'm really starting to feel connected to myself and to the world around me. And what I actually wanted to talk about is - all of the problems you have, all of the worries, all of the stress, all of the love, all of the feelings. It's all in your head. It's not real, it doesn't exist.

It makes perfect sense to me. When I meditate, I don't feel happy. I don't feel sad. I don't feel anything, but at the same time I feel everything so much it's overwhelming. You just feel. You shut of your brain and you stop putting names on energies. You stop calling feelings happiness and fear and joy. You just feel. And it can't be negative and it can't be positive. Everything is just what you feel and how you see it - with the information in your brain. But your brain is just a machine, running on your energy. It's just a translator so you can understand yourself. But you... you are pure energy. You, my dear, are the universe. 

Till next time.
Tjaša